If you’re anything like me, the current global issues have led you into a funk. A funk being a situation where you kind of feel “meh” or worried or nervous or all three or something else. It’s a pretty normal thing to experience, I don’t think many people won’t have experienced this to at least…

I started to get real online when I felt like I had no one to talk to   I didn’t start posting for money, fame, attention, or anything else besides the fact that I felt alone in such a big world.   I had so many thoughts racing through my head all the time and…

If you feed the inner devil, it will become stronger.   I experienced this first hand as I woke up alone without my loving partner by my side.   Joshua has officially been away from me for over a week and everyday since he has been gone my mornings haven’t been the same.   I…

I tend to listen to the deceased more than the living    I think it’s because there are so many people out in the world now that swear they have all the answers. But, what I’ve noticed is that people just copy and paste wisdom over and over again.   To me, the words have…

Let me take you back in 2014 – When I first realized that I was a “creative person” It was the summer after my freshman year of college and I’d moved back into my parents house. I remember this summer being very mentally dark. My freshman year was filled with partying and losing myself in…

 Once I started to question my identity, I realized that my identity determined my reality. All of which I identify with, occupies my life. Identity is internal, but it manifests in the external world.   I started to become more aware of how I was talking about myself. I started to differentiate between my various…

In March, Kate and I landed at San Francisco airport on the last international flight before lockdown and Roni. Since then it’s been the most ludicrously stupid 4 months of my life. We invested in a 1999 Dodge Ram from an old guy with one leg. We lived in an old fashioned air BnB during…

It starts off with becoming what I like to call an “effective observer”    Let me start of by defining what being an “observer” means to me. An observer is an individual who has an open mind, is listening more than speaking, and is absorbing new information in a “good student” manner.   Basically, an…

If you would have interviewed a 24-year-old Joshua D and asked him “Josh, what do you think of life coaches?” I would have replied, “fuck em”. That’s a pretty bold statement, maybe even abrasive but “who do you think you are trying to tell me how to live my life?” is how I used to…